Tuesday, September 20, 2011

God Allows U Turns

Yep, you saw correctly. God allows U turns. It was on a bumper sticker of a cab I saw today, and on this exact day, that bumper sticker had a profound effect on me unlike any other. Why today? Why, out of many days, that this bumper sticker came to existence. Maybe it had always been around but I never got a chance to see. So, yes, God does communicate to you in subtle yet very profound ways!

It is September, 2011, I have totally forgotten when was my last entry, not that anyone is keeping count anyway. And so many things have happened this year that I'm still catching my breath just to keep my head wrapped around it. Let's see, went to Europe, came back from Europe, Shawal graduated, came back from Europe, Ramadhan came, and Ramadhan went, Hari raya came and went, cousins from Perth came and went, Mayam celebrated her 30th birthday last week, and work has just been piling up, our DCEO resigned, Adele topping the charts.. oh well.. what else is new..?

Met some incredible folks along the way, trying to reconnect to long lost friends, trying to stay away from people I can't really connect with (it's not you, you're perfect, it's me) .. and simply trying to just be sane among all this chaos.

I rarely get a chance to express all this things....and I really don't know who or where to go... I know I can always count on my bestie Mayam for me to vent, but sometimes time doesn't always allow it.. In actual truth, I don't really know HOW to vent... even during my high school days, I was always quiet, but will write out all my fury in my diaries.. oh well, certain habits do die hard...

Among other things, to link back to the objective of the day, God Allows U turn, I really believe we only answer to God, make peace in your heart and know that you have made the right decision in your life, and always remember, you can always U turn, when you think you've gone too far.

On another hand, I really wish I can have that job - designing bumper stickers. =)